离你只有转身的距离。

By.. Tabby♥

别为了一个不值得流泪的人, 而流泪。

闭上眼, 不自不觉地想起你。
当你紧紧地抱着我, 给我的温暖;
当你亲亲地吻了我, 甜甜的滋味;
心, 的确是被你揪起了。

我, 一秒钟, 都不可以停止动作。
一旦停止, 你的微笑, 回复现在我的脑海,
再次揪起我的心。

我, 每一秒, 都不停地思考。
也有这样, 你的眼睛, 才不会再次诱惑我,
再次揪起我的心。

有没有那么一刻, 你也会想起我?
有没有那么一点, 你后悔放开我?
有没有那么一说瞬间, 你看到我送你的礼物, 你的心会隐隐作痛?
不, 那是我。
你? 我不懂。
也只能怪我不够了解你。
或者, 是你的残酷, 影响了我。

近来, 深夜, 并没那么好过。
我想起了你对我的腼腆的笑容、温柔的唇、温暖的拥抱……
夜, 漫长。

我不再哭。
因为我知道, 你是不会为我哭的。
我不必为了狠心的你, 而流下一滴泪。

尽管夜晚是多么的漫长;
尽管我是那么地难入眠;
我还是要放下你。

尽管是那么地不舍;
尽管是那么地艰难;
我还是得熬过,
盼再次见生命的阳光。

我要潇洒。
我要大度。
我要忍耐。
我要宽宏。

别再多思。
别再多话。
别再小气。
别再赌气。

别再为了一个不值得流泪的人, 而流泪。

By.. Tabby♥

距离不是问题。

电话不响了,

电邮也不亮了。

你到底还过得好不好?

你最近又如何呢?

我不在等了,

我选择离开了。

我到底是带着什么离开?

不舍还是故意避开了?

我的手, 开始皱了..

没有你, 牵着我的手。

我的心, 开始冷了..

没有你, 抱着的温暖。

依依不舍, 又如何呢?

执着怂恿着你放手。

距离并不是一个问题,

问题是你爱我多少啊。

我不放手, 又如何呢?

过于爱你你会懂吗?

距离并不是一个问题,

问题是你栽下多少信心。

By.. Tabby♥

181011

Today, is my dear's bday,

But nothing special happened.

I dont know what to do, cuz we're gonna end soon.

I knew this will happen, and I can still look into his eyes... smile

Forced smile? Hypocritic!

Tabby? What are you thinking?

Just end it happily, dont ya understand " Happy Ending"?

Just.. let it go..

Dont spoilt his bday mood, even though he said it wont.

I actually wanted to give "u" a bday + goodbye kiss.

I felt that I was transparent at that moment.

During school assembly, you gave me the ring you promised me.

Usually, when a gf sees her bf present her a ring, she will be extremely happy. ( Depends on the condition)

For me, I was very upset.

My tears were rolling in my eyes, is just u didnt notice, and still gave me a smile.

I forced myself to smile and put the ring back into ur hand.

"给你下一个女朋友吧。" 

This was my answer...

All day long, I was very moody. I tried non-stop to talk with my friend so that I wont recall what happened this morning.
I surrender.. You really took my heart away and place a heavy shadow of u in it.
I really care about you.
Because today is ur bday, I forced myself and one of my friend to come to meet you.
The result is bored in school for the entire day.
I'm nt trying to be mighty or an awesome gf.
Just want you to notice that, I really CARE for you..

After tomorrow, my phone wont ring for you, but ring for others.
After tomorrow, my heart wont beat for you, but beat to live.
After tomorrow, my name wont have anything to do with you, but just friends.
After tomorrow, I will be single again.

BTW, Happy Birthday to you, my dear.
This is the last time I call you so, MY DEAR!