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Tuesday, October 18, 2011

距离不是问题。


电话不响了,
电邮也不亮了。
你到底还过得好不好?
你最近又如何呢?













我不在等了,
我选择离开了。
我到底是带着什么离开?
不舍还是故意避开了?














我的手, 开始皱了..
没有你, 牵着我的手。
我的心, 开始冷了..
没有你, 抱着的温暖。














依依不舍, 又如何呢?
执着怂恿着你放手。
距离并不是一个问题,
问题是你爱我多少啊。













我不放手, 又如何呢?
过于爱你你会懂吗?
距离并不是一个问题,
问题是你栽下多少信心。














By.. Tabby

181011

Today, is my dear's bday,
But nothing special happened.
I dont know what to do, cuz we're gonna end soon.
I knew this will happen, and I can still look into his eyes... smile

Forced smile? Hypocritic!
Tabby? What are you thinking?
Just end it happily, dont ya understand " Happy Ending"?
Just.. let it go..
Dont spoilt his bday mood, even though he said it wont.
I actually wanted to give "u" a bday + goodbye kiss.
I felt that I was transparent at that moment.

During school assembly, you gave me the ring you promised me.
Usually, when a gf sees her bf present her a ring, she will be extremely happy. ( Depends on the condition)
For me, I was very upset.
My tears were rolling in my eyes, is just u didnt notice, and still gave me a smile.
I forced myself to smile and put the ring back into ur hand.
"给你下一个女朋友吧。" 
This was my answer...

All day long, I was very moody. I tried non-stop to talk with my friend so that I wont recall what happened this morning.
I surrender.. You really took my heart away and place a heavy shadow of u in it.
I really care about you.
Because today is ur bday, I forced myself and one of my friend to come to meet you.
The result is bored in school for the entire day.
I'm nt trying to be mighty or an awesome gf.
Just want you to notice that, I really CARE for you..

After tomorrow, my phone wont ring for you, but ring for others.
After tomorrow, my heart wont beat for you, but beat to live.
After tomorrow, my name wont have anything to do with you, but just friends.
After tomorrow, I will be single again.

BTW, Happy Birthday to you, my dear.
This is the last time I call you so, MY DEAR!


Monday, October 17, 2011

Blog!

Updated my blog with new title image.
The image was me cam-whor.
I edited it with 美图秀秀。
An image editior which owns lots of editing function.
By using it, you must have one condition: Understand and able to read Chinese.

It has various function such as edit ur skin tone, slim urself, photoframes and more.
If you know how to use it well, makes you no difference with professional camera man.

Peace^^

Thursday, October 13, 2011

宁可委屈, 也不放开。


当痛苦比爱还要多时,
是时候放手了。
但是, 我不舍得。
我宁可痛下去, 委屈自己,
也想要继续跟你在一起。




By.. Tabby

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

至, 亲爱的。

至, 我最亲爱的。


亲爱的, 请静静聆听我想对你诉的苦。
当你抱着我时, 知不知道我不是感到幸福, 而是感到心痛。

亲爱的, 请不要怨我为了小事而对你发脾气。
我不懂得表达对你的爱, 然而想你比我爱你更爱我。
所以我发脾气, 偶尔是要你哄我, 表示你在乎我。

亲爱的, 你可以不跟我说话, 但不要忽视我的存在。
那种感觉, 一点都不好受。

亲爱的, 偶尔也站在我的立场, 为我想想。
想想为什么我会生气?
想想如何哄回我?
别老是太过大男人主义。

亲爱的, 我爱你会不会多过你爱我?
我会体贴你、照顾你,
因为我爱你。

亲爱的, 我要的不多。
我可以不花你的钱。
我可以不轻易生你的气。
我可以比你爱我更爱你。
我可以为了你, 忍气吞声。
我可以为了你, 众叛亲离。
我可以为了你, 做出很多的牺牲。
你呢?

我想要一个男生,
可以爱我100%, 而不介意我只爱他50%..
你行吗?



爱你的。

111011

My PMR 2011 which I had put a lot of efforts on it.. It's finally ended!
Long time didnt update my blog which happened lots of things.

1. The biggest secret I hold right nw.
    ~ If it is revealed, I dont know what my xxx will do to me.

2. Friends problem.
    ~ Remember, always tell the truth. Dont concern to much about ur good reputation etc. Rich and shop a lot  
       without seeing the price, showing off to ur friends.

3. Do you think that sometimes getting in a relationship is lovable, but whe problems come out between you, u'll feel that actually.. being single is nt that bad.